Challenges we had to face
The tragic nuke event
On april 12, 2023, my discord server got nuked by a person named general red. Everything was just... gone, all the memories, just all gone to waste. It was a pretty sad and stressful day for me and my friends, from morning till nighttime, everyone was not in a great mood and trying to get the server back intact. The reason on why the server got nuked is for dumb reasons which i should not mention here out of respect, but short story short: it all started by a request that was kindly declined which enraged the person, with them nuking the server. It was truly not a great day.
Some images of the day of the nuking. You can see general red giving a warning just before the nuke, and then the aftermath.
The lesson
Clearly, for everyone this was tragic, we can all agree on that. But this also means a lesson has been learned, you see i joined discord in 2021 and this nuke happend 2 years after i joined discord. I had way more to learn to manage a discord server and how discord works, with moderation, security, etc. But now a new frostor beans exist which is more polished and has greater security and moderation, to prevent future disasters like this.
It doesnt end here..
Starting young
One of mistakes i regretted, was starting at a young age. I literally started this content creator making stuff before i even turned 10 years old. I started FrostorYT when i was just 9 years old. An age where a kid should not be introduced to such categories of the internet world at such a young age. There can be things like the child not knowing how things can work, bullying, creeps, hackers. and other dangerous factors. And i had to lie and cope with some things to protect myself from the world, but i really was interested and already was growing rapidly by late 2021. Most people were older than me, but respected me. I faced issues like hacking attempts, weird people online, and other influences at the start of my career. Luckily, as i grew up i have learned a lot of things and lessons which have shaped the person I am today, but without the risk, I would not be here. Sometimes i think if it was all worth it but I'm pretty happy where i am today.
Fame struggles and Being lonely
Despite having so many fans and a loving family life, and amazing friends.. i find myself lonely. I get left out, try to fit in. and sometimes isolate myself. I sometimes can not sleep at night, i go outside alone wandering off to somewhere. I feel like the loneliest person on earth because sometimes i dont feel loved, it is hard to be truly loved nowadays.
(Continuation, Fame struggles
Being famous is cool and all, but sometimes sucks so bad and hurts you. Look at famous celebrities like Michael Jackson, he could not go shopping properly because fans would come in his way. I felt the same almost. Early 2026 was the roughest times of my life. My channel spread rapidly in my school, people talked about me and discussed stuff about me that im not fully aware, they saw me as a star, but i felt like more of a threat. Many people hated me for who i am, they hated the way i am, they even spread fake information about me. Some stupid, some disgusting. And they all tried to ruin me, and school in general was ruining me and had many bad and even beyond bad experiences, i was struggling deeply. And sometimes i feel like people became my friend and are happy around me (irl) because of my fame and treat me like some sort of god. I have seen it happen, last time it happend was around may or june 2026. Everyone milked the hell out of me, pretended to be my "friend" which hurted but i had to smile. I was seen as a threat, and a joke.